AutumnsFallenSky

I sat there the piano kept playing. the keys just not pressed down. they said the chords sang their own song. of twilight and gun barrels. pointing them towards the stars. and shooting round after round. to a night that could very well fall down. but those crystal chandeliers. they mock my love. and so do you. and I'm lying to myself for hours on end with a clock that I covered in tape and pictures of you and me and other people because I snap photos of other people hoping to understand something about myself Hoping that I'm not turning into the bloody wreck that you are, that I don't share the same twisted

"U know you love it. And u know you love me. And when I do it." I do. "What?" And it's an addiction of the most horrible root. I long I could throw away and have someone else take it. But you keep recurring. And we keep on meeting again. And ill be right back where I started. Amazed by your beauty... But to stupid to say. "My beauty?" Trapped in this cycle of love and hate. "HATE?" I tried stopping it. Just breaching all ties with you ...eager to restart. But it doesn't work It never will. And I am just accepting the fact that I am in love with you but too shy, ....to brainless to do a thing about it Happy? I admitted it

I am the orange blanket at the foot of your bed I am every song inside your head I am the moment where you sang to me, But never again, will you sing to me...(again?).. It hasn't snowed in weeks, But you graced my dreamless sleep And I saw you (and I saw you).. I know that I'll never ever see you again.. I am the tired train at the rainy station I am the perfect song without instrumentation But maybe this is all a dream, the silent film with the breaking scream If only you could remember how much you would mean to me.. I am the plans, were canceled out I am white hope without a doubt I'm writing, but I can't expect

the guilty sun sets as my hands grip cold steel barred windows shut out the world and emprison my mind the solemn walls close in and my gaze shifts to empty picture frames shadowed visions of time lost they haunt my soul the valentine falls from my hands "your's always" drowned with tears acid born anew in my eyes corroding my very existence the dark veil cloaks a hostile sky i'm at the corner of misery and despair a blunt dagger stabs me in the back and the wind laughs as i lie bleeding on the road the ominous clouds cry shameful tears and the world takes shelter left fazed and jaded i drop my head

Open wounds Healing from trees full of life My roots are healthy and I'm lonely Your leaves are turning And I want you to show me Show me if you'll do me a favor Change both our lives And hope for the better And better now then never I've done my part Leaves change colors and fall Autumn changes everything Everything could change with my one call My flowers are blooming, Metaphors again take over Let them I want to watch all their faces when they hear the news I want to end like something out of a fairytale And you do too I want you to relax and let nature run it's course I want you From now on to think

As I sit here, I'm not alone boredom is setting in, and you're not helping you keep yourself amused I just wish it was with me but that's ok... you never wanted me anyway you're not the same anymore the girl I loved... she would never do this so please just let me keep her in my heart let me, walk away forgive me, for leaving this allow me, these memories forget me, because now... I'm gone

of course i can't sleep my sheets are drenched smelling of the beach minus the sun and sand i cry these nights thinking of us i can remember a time when we would ride phone lines and your sweet voice would fill my head with sweet sonnets of satisfaction and my heart raced with every precious word but now i'm simply left with dial tones and static memories of your presence it started so perfect its downfall was calculated measured and carried out with heartbreaking brilliance but there were signs phone calls cut short three little words were going unreturned but i am illiterate to these blinded by inf

Take this breath away, It's not worth it anymore. You found me face down, But to this ceiling there is no floor Just a river of blood that runs Away from an overlooked carcass So far from forever, Ashes scattered over a landscape, But I was never there, I saw the pages turn into six days remaining A crimson-binding spine, Crooked in October twilight. And like an arson to my heart I stood awake before falling planes It was lying before the rows of unsaid nightmares But a course runs backwards. I pour into an empty confessional And all those times, No one was listening.